Should I just earn money??
Should I find what I want to do or be even if I lose my living??
I have to decide something but I don't have to decide everything.
How will my decision affect to my future??
Stop thinking, or I'd just waste my time.
Everybody thinks about just themselves.
Shouldn't think about what people are thinking about.
They will tell you before you think about it if they want you to know.
Shouldn't trust in people.
Just make sure my living, money. That's all.
If I expect more, I will explode.
I can't do many things at the same time even if everyone can do that. And of course it's better if I can do everything at the same time. Should I try to be the same as everyone?
Or can I take my way? I always consider when I wanna focus on doing something..
I don't know where I should go and what I should do.
I will complain wherever I go and whatever I do.
Even though I know complaining is the biggest my bad point, I can't correct it immidiately.
I saw the news about the earthquake of Japan in Romania.
I have met a lot of people who don't know the word "the earthquake".
I know people who lost their family on 9.11.
I saw big slums "Favela" in Brazil.
I don't know how many children have died in Africa today.
I don't know what is the truth of the nuclear power plants and radiation in Japan.
I don't know the reason why the hostess of my guesthouse is crying downstairs now.
I don't know what is happening in the world now.
What I do now is appreciate the daily round of life.
What I should do is never stop trying.
Wish happiness for everyone.
After i went back to Japan, i feel pressure even if I'm in my house. When i woke up late because of jet lag, dad said to me "you shouldn't say that because people who have a permanent job don't say that".
I actually found what i want to do but my friend said it's difficult to do by myself and it needs people, a lot of money, and technique.
I'll be alone and have no money but i don't care.
I live for my self satisfaction.
Bye everything, everyone.